Welcome to my world. I am attracted to both men and women and have been since a few months before my eleventh birthday. Based on your description I would say you were born bisexual. My suggestion is move carefully but go ahead and enjoy it. I made myself miserable for years trying to pretend I could choose one sexual orientation or the other. If you are truly bi, you will always find yourself wanting someone of each sex. For me the only solution was to enter a long-term relationship that includes one man and one woman. It is not always easy but we make it work. We have been together over a decade and still counting.